09.01.2002 - 12:55 am
hmm, i like this locked. it feels more private, like i can say more of what i'm thinking. hurrah!
so...last night was fun yet nerve-wracking. bob at pendragon called me earlier to ask if i would tape the show for their records, and i agreed to. without experience taping something. so...well...it was allright, for a first timer like myself. act one was a bit shaky, i was experimenting with the zoom and whatnot, trying to show all the characters' faces, etc. act two was more balanced, the only problem was when the tape popped out halfway through a number!
i had recently switched to natural deodorant..you know, the kind without the chemicals. i was sweating more than usual but it was okay cause i don't get bo much anyway.
good job, lila, most interesting entries! body odor! YES!!!
gah i get to be bored now until school starts on thursday. no appointments, no ushering. i slept until one because i've been going to bed late, therefore deprived. it was most excellent, however. so comfortable. the only problem was that it took a couple hours to wake up completely. didnt matter though!
at the guild the earrings in the case had fallen off, beaten up, blah blah, so i fixed those up. i raised the prices a couple months ago to 12-20 bucks, but i've only sold a few pairs all summer. grr. haven't gotten the money yet either!
tonight i watched dogtown and z boys, this documentary about the zephyr skating team in southern santa monica in the 70's-80's. they were real revolutionary, it was interesting.
my emotions are being really confusing. they can't seem to decide how to react. ugh it's hard to explain. there's 4 different guys that i'm interested in, and i wish it was less. the only good thing about this is that two of them are going to college, so maybe i'll stop crushing on them. god why does everything have to happen all at once? why do i start feeling like more than just friends with more than one person, at around the same time!! so now its like i'll have to choose, which is the worst thing to have to do. maybe the rest will fade away and one will stay. let the hormones roll on.
that's all in me. toodles.
